November 23, 2005

• Oh my goodness.  I did not even mean to leave everyone thinking that the comments I made were about Mike.  Many of you know him and he has been wonderful.  I did NOT mean him when I referred to mistakes made in my past.  To be honest, I feel pretty lousy about the fact that he was the one to have to try and figure out where my thoughts were when things bothered me that shouldn’t be a big deal and when past hurts caused me to irrationally be irritated about little things. This is why I am now alone and using the time to get my own heart and mind cleared up.  I still talk with Mike and he’s kind and understanding, as he had always been.  I just don’t need to be anyone’s … anything… girlfriend, fiance or wife, any time in the near future.

  
  

  I wanted to make sure you all knew that, so he wouldn’t feel awkward or whatever.

  
  

  Prayers for all involved would be appreciated.

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